Sawa is a very unusual character to see an anime. At first we have a somewhat pathological sociopath, hiding beneath the appearance of a young girl: We see Sawa kill without mercy or remorse. There is no satisfaction when she does, nor is there sympathy in her eyes for the dead. She watches the violence of her world with open eyes, taking it in for what it really is. It's part of her life. While her life is filled with violence, death, and all-around amorality, she doesn’t let herself be consumed. She enjoys the aspects of her life she can.
When re-watching Kite, it’s apparent Sawa is a very good actress. She uses the advantages she can, some utterly immoral, and ruthless, while others are more what you would expect of a young teen/woman. This is very evident in the sex. She uses Akai’s sexual advances as a means to secure in his mind that she is loyal. She doesn’t protest the actions itself, and shows mild interest and enjoyment on the outside. She even does this while her potential romantic-interest watches her have sex with Akai. There is no regret, remorse, or guilt on her face while she does this. Later when she kills Akai, her choice of where to put a bullet in his body is all the viewer needs to understand how she felt about such actions.
What really sets Sawa apart from the vast majority of similar characters, (Young, indoctrinated, assassins) is the human feel to her. She is not infallible; in fact she is every bit as fragile as everyone around her. She speaks of death, in that any day she could die, with a cool emotionless demeanor. However when faced with her own oncoming death, she is not above screaming in utter terror. When faced with innocent casualty she is not beneath feeling some semblance of sympathy. While desiring revenge, she doesn’t let such motives completely define her existence.
Despite being a remorseless killer, she’s not truly indoctrinated. She lets herself feel joy when it presents itself: as well as curiosity in the first ever person that’s in a similar situation to herself. She pursues it, not in the hardened, cold, analytical mind of an assassin, but in a feminine, albeit slightly forward, way more reminiscent of a teenage girl feeling her first crush.
In the end, I find her character to be so remarkably human. Not in what she does, but HOW she does it. So many characters in anime are superhuman; whether that be in special powers, ideology, personal growth, ect.. Instead here, it’s a story of a tween not above the human condition, and how she survives. |